2 Days

Hello World,
Its been 2 days since she was gone, but it feels like forever. The days went so long without her, almost anything that i do remind me of her. I use to think that losing someone won't be this hard but I was wrong, and now, I feel them feeling in a big way.

Rest In Peace

Hello World,
I dedicate this post for my girl. She had been such a good friend and a better partner. She was always be there when I need her, and God... She was such a kind individual. For some, this maybe just a letter from a guy who lost his girl, but I swear to God, I love her. Maybe I'm not the best one for her, but she was the best I ever had. She truly understood me, even though sometime I misunderstood what she meant. She was the one who actually sit by my side when things gone bad, and she always knew when i had a bad day outta nowhere. I literally thought it was a dream when the doctor told me she is gone coz it slapped me so hard swear to God I was just standing, shocked, then I started to cry later when I actually realized that she is gone, I mean... Gone.

God always have reason for everything, that's what I know. I'd like to believe that she is now in the better place and is looking down right now and smile. And I hope I can smile too. And to all of you, Enjoy every each second you have with your loved one, and make sure they know you love em, coz you never know when is our time.

Rest In Peace baby girl, till we meet on the other side,
Dream of us.

Somewhere Deep Inside

Hello World,
Sweet things can come to u without you knowin it but it did came. Now it always been the same question all over again

"Curse or Blessin?"

Yea that's been the main thing comin outta my mind. Somewhere deep there i wanna take the chance but i still cant on the other hand. So yea "Did I just fell into the same pit?"

Miss You

Dear you,
I bet you know that I am talking to you, yea I'm talkin to you now. This is my letter for you. I wrote this letter at 11:49 pm at night, Friday night. Everyone is asleep, But I'm still very much awake now So I made you this lil stuff to talk to you, Cause I simply miss you. Yea I miss you. I maybe acted like I don't give a fuck about you sometime but I do. Yea I ignore you like shit but I thought about you like every single night. Right.

The reason why I acted like this is maybe cause I don't wanna admit the fact that I miss you and I can't afford to lose you. Yea. I just really hope you read this letter. Cause man... I'm thinking about you again right now. I don't know what else to say... I miss you




Zyxs

Call From The Past

Hello World!
I wanna tell you a story about a call from the past, okay

One morning I woke up at 10 am I found my phone and I saw my phone and I got a message from a 'friend' that left me with no reason from 2 years ago. We talked, still she didn't tell me why she left, all she told me is that she missed me. We chatted for more then an hour, cause honestly, I missed her too! After an hour and 5 min passed I said that I missed her to after all, she was like crying a lil bit and She closed the connection and the last word was :

"I missed you more then you would know."

Then she closed the line, hadn't heard anything from her since the day she called.




Hope your friend never left.
Zyxs

Changes

Hello World!
I've just been thinking of my life in this world, and For me, the best thing to describe what happen inside it is one word, which is:

"Changes"

Yes, That's what mostly happen in my life man. Lets review it. I've seen my life changes up and down like a basketball this last couple of months, I've seen my friend changes from happy to depressed, I've seen shits turn to a motherfucking shit, you know what I'm saying? Changes had been around me like a friend, So I like this quote that I get from a movie, I forgot the title but it goes something like this:

"Changes is the only thing reliable in this world, its hard to find anything reliable."

Well, I kinda agree with it. I guess if you look at it, its the only thing around us that stays there. Since if we say limitless itself is a limit, then changes it self never change.




Hope Good stuff come
Zyxs

Unrappable

Hello World!
Some of my friend asked me why I wrote shits on blog like a lost kid from nowhere that try to get attention from people, They asked why wouldn't i rap about it, I simply said:

"Some feelin are unrappable for me"

Yea, Like right now I'm kinda sad seeing one of my friend sayin that she ain't there anymore if you all know what shit im talking about right here, and a lot of shit happening in this couple of day and I kinda cover it up but Fuck it, Im writtin it here.

Hope you always be happy,
Zyxs

Feeling Good!

Hello World!
Today somehow I felt a very good feeling! I went to school as usual but I dunno I feel really good on this day! Man! Can't draw this shit out dawg! guess you just gotta feel this kinda shit yourself to know!

Girls

Hello World!
How ya doing ya all? I hope you all doing good! This time I wanna talk, no, ask you all about girls. Since I've never been good with em, I mean I need your advice on girls! So! I'll ask

"What do you think about girls?"

For me girls are like a glass you know, at some point they can be sharp, they can be very fragile, They can be very though and yea, girls are though! With me, I'll just try to understand their feeling! That's what I did, no, That's all I did! And maybe show a lil bit care to em, yea that's what i do! I need your advice everybody!





Hope you guys know!
Zyxs

Best Friend

Hello World!
This time I wanna talk about best friend. Before I start, This one is dedicated for my best friend, She had been such a good friend to me, Hope I am a good friend to her too. Alright lets start. Now as usual I'll ask you a simple question. This time it'll be something like

"What your best friend mean to you?"

What they mean to you man? Personally, for me, My best friend is just like a sibling to me man, She always been there when I need her, I am there for her too, yea, She had been someone that I can truly trust, no doubt. If she got a prob with her boyfriend I'll try to help man. Alright. Best friend very meaningful to me man, How bout for you? For this one, I ain't making any conclusion man, because I can't. Its a different meaning for peoples and its unacceptable to try to make one. So again what does they mean to you?



Hope you got a true best friend,
Zyxs

Dream

Hello World!
What up ya all? I hope you are doing good! Today I wanna talk to you guys about dream! First of all I wanna ask you a question

"Whats your dream?"

Well I ask this to several people and its all different. Like one of em answer Lamborghini (This guy is the same guy that have a death wish of Lamborghini), Being a model, Programmer, Rapper, and a lot more.
Personally I always wanted to be a basketball player. I think being em are cool and fun man. Okay back again.
One fact about dream I know. People who dreams are usually optimistic and believe in possibilities. Yep I am optimistic lol. Okay I asked this question to someone which is pessimistic, Man they say that dreaming is just imagining to eat when you are hungry, its pleasurable, but not gonna do anything. Well I think a different shit from that guy. I think this way

"Dream is like a blue print of what you wanna build. You are the architect, your action will determine whether the building will be erected or no."

So dreams with effort will result a good stuff. Cause our dream made the world! Never stop believing!




Hope you achieve your dreams
Zyxs

Comment

Hello World!
Can you please leave a comment for my post, please be honest on it, if its ugly, say what you gotta say cause, I'll need it!



Thank You
Zyxs

Human

Hello World!
I talked about this in my last blog but it was shitty so I just wanna do it right now. Okay... What you know about human. Well we know that Human is made of blood and stuff. Well lets just say that Human is a very interesting species, I mean human are very complex, not just biologically but psychologically. I mean come on look! Some of us are very sensitive some considered strong some frankly inhuman. But whats the best part?

Diversity

That's the best part for me! Such a colorful species we are! Even some of us share the same look (Twins), But they share different personality! Such a diversity could bring us to a very good unity man! But again the things for me that keep us from tearing each other up nowadays are:

Love
This is the main one man! Without this, ain't gonna say it! Figure it out yourself.

To tolerate other
To tolerate means to understand each other! We are different, yes no question. But to embrace that differences and to lead em to unity is what make our species on the top of its game

To Respect
Last but not least to respect. You can love and tolerate, But without respect, it won't work at all!

So the Conclusion on this one is that Human is a great species, colorful and one of its kind. No matter what happened, never lost your hope on humanity.




Hope For Humanity
Zyxs

Love

Hello World!
This time I wanna talk about something good for most of you which is Love. So lets get to it. I wanna ask you this:

"Whats the first word that comes up in your mind when you heard the word love?"

I asked two of my friend this morning about that shit and the first guy answers her girlfriend's name lol, I laughed inside but okay that's a good answer. The girl  answers: "evil". I was like "are you kidding me girl?" She said no. And the dudes next to me argued with her cause of it. Well eventually I left em arguing but I got a conclusion which is:

"Love in a peoples heart is like a white piece of paper. Then for the first time, We let someone wrote on it, We will never be the same again. It can be good for us or it can be bad. But once someone stain on it. It can alter our vision of love itself"

But no matter what man. What keeps the world running now is love. No matter how harsh this world on us, As long as we have love, we can find beauty in it.





Hope you find love everyday
Zyxs

Laugh

Hello World!
I've got another story to tell ya all, It goes something like:

Yea people says I look cheerful. Some of em says that I'm gloomy. Some of em says that I am cold inside. Well some of em are true. People keep talkin shit on me man, like that I'm this that but I just laugh on em a.k.a don't give a fuck. Yea man. But my friend ask me a weird question it goes something like:

Whats the best shit to cheer you up?

This time, he ask me personally because She was down. Well I was confuse as usual (I know I'm suck XD) yea I think about what I'm gonna say in like what 2 awkward minute with she staring at me depressed... I said:

"I think to see people laugh in one room and being happy. I guess that's what keep the world running now"

She just stepped away without saying a shit, Do I being unhelpful? I dunno-_-






Hope you all being Happpy
Zyxs

Lucky

Hello World!
This time I will change my point of view. And without any hesitation or any bullshit that ain't relevant to this I'm gonna say this simple 3 word sentence

"I'm feeling lucky"

That's what i feel now... I mean this morning I woke up, saw my phone, like 2 of my best friend texted me, I got out of the room, I saw my parents and even my pet. I said good morning and just knowing that I'm surrounded by people that I care about... Is what making me feeling lucky.



Be Luck always be With you,
Zyxs

1 Last Moment

Hello World!
First of all everyone,

 If you can make a wish of one moment that you could be in 1 min before you die? what will it be?

That's a big question for me man, I mean someone asked me that this morning and anyone just answering so easily like "I want to be on mars" or "I wanna be in my Lamborghini" or stuff that make sense like that. Well I froze up. First of all I don't wanna die yet, not until I'm 40 at least. second if I will die now, I just want the people I care about to know man, you know like knowing me that I'm dead, not gonna see em again. But the hardest part of dying for me is not that I'm gonna meet the lord or something, I'm afraid to see the people that care about me cry because of it. Honestly man... That's not the best feeling you can have. Still I froze up there. After few second this thoughts came to me and it was my answer. It goes something like:

"If I want one last moment before I die... I want to be beside all the people I love and I care about. Maybe if I'm lucky enough I would kiss my wife and tell her how much I love her and how much she meant to me if I do find her one day. And maybe to see my dog for one last time. Or if I'm really lucky... To see my kids. And of course my parents. If i do get em before I die, I die feeling as the luckiest guy in the world."

That was what I told him


I wish you a good life,
Zyxs

Hello

Hello World!

This is currently my first post for the blog. I just wanna Introduce myself. I'm a male. Born in October 18 1998. Yep 8th Grade. I walked in to the first Grade when I was 7, I dunno what did my mom think! Alright! I'm single, not interested in having any girlfriend! Not right now at least, gotta focus on Basketball and Studying first! I'm not a nerd, even though people said that I'm good at science class, But I'm also a Rapper... Lol yea. I guess that's all for my introduction, Stay tune, and Peace out!

I wish you happy life,

Zyxs